I am awful!!

Hey hey!

So Michael and I went to eat japanese food last night...we both love sushi....and I was like "ok, I can have a fried shrimp roll." I mean it is friend shrimp and rice...I am allowed to have that!! So it came out and looked soooo good! I started eating and about 3 bites in....Michael said "baby, are you allowed to have those fish eggs that are on top?!" I immediately felt like I was going to throw up, I was so upset! I looked at him and said "NO! Probably not!" I did not even notice that they were on there! =( So I called my mother in law and asked if baby was ok...she said that since I didnt eat too much that she doesnt think it will cause any problems, she is going to ask my doctor when she gets to work. I know that I am probably waaaayyy over reacting, but it just made me so upset that I was so careless! It killed me that I did something that could hurt my little love! I feel better this morning....I am sure that everything is fine....It isnt like we went to a hole in the wall sushi joint...it is a really nice place. So I am sure that the fish eggs were good quality! LOL.

Ok...enough about that! I am still feeling good! Not sleeping well at night still. And I have been kind of crampy the past day or 2, I am guessing it is another growth spurt for my little love!

The weather is really crappy! It rained all weekend, and was POURING this morning on my way to work...that does not make it any easier to get out of bed, or keep my eyes open!

Countdown to finding out what baby is: 2 weeks from TODAY! I am excited to see if I have gained any more weight.... It made me nervous that I had only gained 1 lb at my last appt. But that is normal they say. As long as my baby is growing I am cool with not gaining weight! =) It is just crazy how I have not gained much weight but cant fit in my pants! =) Interesting!

Quote of the day:
Making the decision to have a child is momentous. It is to decide forever to have your heart go walking around outside your body. ~ Elizabeth Stone